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A 18-post collection

I think I got it now...

I'm into the swing of eating mostly protein. And my bod's still getting used to the change. I may have overdone the "energy" portion of my fodder last night because, dangit, I needed a treat after the run-around I got in finally posting yesterday's instant.

It went a little something like this:

  • Write story according to schedule
  • Attempt to merge in picture
  • 504 error apparently obliterates story
  • P A N I C !
  • Cursing
  • Realise that story is potentially lost forever and I can't go back to where I was
  • More cursing
  • Apologise to small portion of my fanbase who actually cares about this sort of thing
  • Rewrite story with as many of the original beats as I can recall
  • In a file so huge that it creates its own lag
  • Helplessly watch all your typos crawl onto the screen at four characters per second
  • CURSING
  • Write 500 words in novel for a breather [not kidding]
  • Finish "instant" at snail's pace
  • Get REAL tired in a literal sense
  • Have a frustration nap
  • Wake up in time for dinner
  • Try my chances again and find out that the original story remains
  • Choose between two versions
  • Post both in separate arenas
  • Eat a bunch of treats after dinner

I'm still salty about all this, by the way. Still feeling emotionally drained and frustrated by all of it and genuinely praying that I never go through any of it again.

I shall certainly be making sure I have an interim backup in my master file so that I can at least recover the work if it does happen again.

I might be paranoid, but I know that something is out to get me.

ARGH D:<

Okay, so you remember how I was trying to make more earrings for the fantastic Miss Isabella Bennett…

I’ve hit a snag.

Namely, that pierced studs no longer have a flat bit I can just clip the stem off and then that stud is mine to play with… nope. They have a fucking NIPPLE on the back now for no reason whatsoever.

It basically means that I can’t glue ex-studs to the clips, any more.

I have tried

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Farging roadblocks!

No, this is not about traffic.

I seem to be cursed to stay at or above 91.9 kilos.

I bounced back up into solid 92kilo turf, today. Grrr.

I’m so mad at myself and frustrated and tired and, to add insult to injury, my right knee has decided to join my wrists in the Painful Rheumatism Club.

Which means I more or less have to rely on diet alone on the days when it’s painful to move.

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