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I should be eating lunch rn...

For all my “look after yourself” talk to other bloggers on my dash, I sure do neglect myself.

I want real hugs.

I’m so firkin nervous about KFZ getting anywhere that I’m amazed my entire torso doesn’t hurt. As it is, my gut and my chest seem to take turns. There’s hardly a waking moment where I’m not scared out of my wits or nauseated or both.

I have to believe in myself…

I just

feel

so scared

of the universal Meh.

And I can’t quit. I can’t let myself quit.

I want a big luxurious pillow fort to live in and someone to wrap themselves around me and look after me and reassure me until the bad feels go away. I want to hide…

But that would be quitting.

Beloved said something about the book and my love of moral lessons and I’m doubting myself. How much will I have to water the message down to be sale-able? Acceptable?

What will I have to get rid of?

I am a good writer. I don’t want to have to churn out pablum just to get sales.

Argh.

I hate feeling this way. I hate having to whine about it just to get it to ease off for five consecutive minutes. I hate the sleeplessness. I hate the angst.

I wish I wasn’t such a train wreck on the inside.

I wish I had it as easy as it seems to be on film and television.

I wish I could just… get Discovered and all my worries would be over because I could hire people to handle all the tricky stuff for me.

I wish my life wasn’t so full of scraping by all the firkin time.

I wish that nobody had it worse than me, because I know they do and I can’t help anyone yet and I want to… I’d be the whole world’s fairy godperson if I could…

I remember what it was like, scrabbling for change just for the next meal. I don’t want anyone to be there or worse. It was hell. And I’m fairly certain that if everyone had enough to live comfortably, the world would be a better place.

Gotta keep working towards that better tomorrow. Knuckle down. Buckle down. Keep moving forward.

It’s all I’ve got.

5 things you JUST DON'T DO to people with glasses

hawkeyearrow:

1) “wow you look so much better with your glasses off!” just. please don’t.
2) take their glasses off their face and refuse to give them back. it isn’t quirky or funny, it’s really, really annoying.
3) “oh you got new glasses? i don’t like them.” you obviously have no idea a: how much those cost (hint: a lot, unless they were free w/ insurance) or b: how long whoever you’re dissing probably spent picking those

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Undeath is... occasionally inconvenient.

Sure, being a lich is incredible - I mean, cast some eldritch black ritual and be transformed into a fearsome sorcerous entity beyond the reach of the grave whose power and skill delves far past that which mortals were ever meant to know, yeah, that’s totally amazing…

…but there’s the small annoyances they don’t mention to you beforehand, like how you can’t enjoy “pleasures of the flesh” like good food or intimate contact anymore, since you’re just

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tylersegguin:adamjk:comic sands This post was grating on my nerves with every pun. And then, then I read the caption. And I closed my eyes,...

tylersegguin:

adamjk:

comic sands

This post was grating on my nerves with every pun. And then, then I read the caption. And I closed my eyes, thinking to myself I know I must deserve this hell. Now I know what it’s like for a post to physically pain me.

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There is no "Orphan Works Copyright Act."

There is no "Orphan Works Copyright Act."

nashscribblings:

I dunno where that stupid post came from, but there is no such thing as the "Orphan Works Copyright Act."

Check the US Congressional docket. I'll wait.

See? Not there. Because it doesn't exist.

There's a recommendation the Copyright Office is considering making, based on an existing law for a five-year pilot program. They're taking comments on it. Read the link above.

But the sensationalism is wrong, and Tumblr isn't helping. Stop reblogging it.

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Challenge #00907-B176: SUO's - Small Useful Objects

A lot of us have a “kit” stuff we cart/tote everywhere, stuff we need. Mothers carry stuff to feed,amuse and cope with the Sprogs. Crafts people carry weird stuff(well I do). So what does a Joat carry? Or pick another character/profession and add kit.

Rael could tell a newbie JOAT. It was the way their limbs trembled
under the weight of the gear in their coats. And the gentle ‘ping’ of
stitching giving way under the stress. He

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If you struggle with self-care and see this, stop what you're doing

rosecoveredtardis:

  • Have you eaten in the last 4ish hours?
  • Have you had something to drink today?
  • Can you have something, even if just milk or water or cup’o’noodles or toast with something yummy on it, if you haven’t, please? 
  • If you have any injuries, can you please take care of them for me
  • Also please take any meds if you should and haven’t, yet?

Whatever you have or haven’t done today just know you’re super strong

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liberiproject: Another Spine.I draw SPG so often because I like 'em.You can leave a complaint in the complaint-box but I don't check that...

liberiproject:

Another Spine.
I draw SPG so often because I like ‘em.
You can leave a complaint in the complaint-box but I don’t check that shit!
(⌐■_■)

Accessing Walter WiFi…

NumberOneSilver: I have located woodworm problem in Walter Manor
NumberOneSilver: Also, a floor needs repairs
ClockworkCopper: He’s fallen and he can’t get up lol
NumberOneSilver: Not helping, Rabbit.

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lizardlicks: sanders4prez: It's time for a constitutional amendment to overturn Citizens UnitedThe Supreme Court's decisions in Citizens...

lizardlicks:

sanders4prez:

It’s time for a constitutional amendment to overturn Citizens United
The Supreme Court’s decisions in Citizens United and other cases opened the gates to a flood of billions of dollars that threatens to undermine our democracy.

What we need now is a constitutional amendment to overturn Citizens United.

Sign the Petition 

I’m buying all the ben and jerry’s now.

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6 Terrifying Versions Of Cute Animals

6 Terrifying Versions Of Cute Animals

amongthegentlymad:

damantru:

amongthegentlymad, look at #1! :3

"Full disclosure: The bird you're looking at is not an owl. It's a potoo, found throughout Central and South America. But it is nocturnal, it's carnivorous, it flies silently, and it relies on its eyesight to hunt. You know, like an owl. Where it starts to differentiate itself from an owl, however, is with a preposterously ginormous mouth that can open wide enough to shame a hippopotamus, and its

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