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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 26

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Fracture Twenty-Six: Faces of Fear

  The pre-trial had demanded that only the survivors come to court. There were still people standing in the aisles, and crowding the rails of the upper gallery.

  They all stared at Hess.

  Lengthy research revealed that Hess was her true name. She used it, on and off, at various places where no-one had heard of her. She had a dozen other identities, at least. Both her nomadic nature and her personal habits ensured that everyone knew who she was.

  Kitty, knowing that the bailiffs would keep her in her seat, watched Mr Murdock. She knew he had a mutant power to see without seeing, so his peculiar gavotte was for appearance’s sake only.

  After being lead to the desk, he set up his papers with precision usually reserved for people with OCD. Then he got up and, stick in hand, felt out the dimensions of the court.

  _The things we do to look normal…_

  There was a solid barrier of adults between Hess and any children, four rows deep. The first row was made up almost entirely of men.

  Hess just sat in her place and smiled.

  There was a lot of formal blather about who did what to whom before the defence moved to rule Hess incompetent to face trial. On the grounds of insanity. Her lawyer claimed that Hess, too, had MPD.

  The court filled with a roar of outrage.

  It took ten minutes to get everyone to calm down enough for the court to be heard.

  Mr Murdock stood up. “Your honour, I’d like to provide a small demonstration, if you will.”

  “Proceed,” said the Judge.

  “How many survivors present currently have Multiple Personality Disorder?”

  A forest of hands went up. Kurt’s was amongst the multitude.

  “Keep your hand raised if you are perfectly capable of acting as responsible as any other member of society.”

  No hands went down.

  “Just out of interest, your honour, how many hands are raised?”

  “Let the record show that at least three hundred people afflicted with MPD here in this court consider themselves responsible for their own actions.”

  “I think that’s pretty much blown Frau Hess’ argument out of the water,” said Mr Murdock.

  The next argument in the case was that Hess was arrested under a mistaken identity, which was also blown to bits by some thousand-odd depositions from her victims about who, exactly, she was.

  Thirdly, the defence tried to move that the survivors were too mentally unstable to stand questioning at trial, let alone with nothing between them and Hess but a few pieces of furniture. Mr Murdock kindly pointed out that all of the survivors were currently in the court, and only a few of the youngest ones were actively crying.

  He couldn’t tell that Bluebelle was shaking like a leaf.

  Nevertheless, he requested that those who didn’t feel brave enough to withstand personal testimony submit one by video.

  The defence knuckled under and a date was set.

  Evidence was still being gathered from her numerous homes. Bodies being identified, and so forth; so Hess wouldn’t be facing trial for a while.

  That gave everyone plenty of time to make up their minds.

*

  Hess gave an interview to the media. It was not as exclusive as Kurt’s, but it was certainly insane.

  She claimed she was an artist, taking the unworthy from the world and showing them their true nature. Those who passed her tests were allowed to survive. Those who failed her - well, there were more than enough bones in her past homes, as well as her trophies - to testify to what happened to the ‘failures’.

  She repeatedly referred to Kurt and Bluebelle as her 'pets’ or her 'property’. Once, she called Bluebelle a 'whelp’ that he 'sired’.

  Kurt turned her and her ranting off. No-one objected.

*

  Jamie looked up from his book and saw the little face vanish behind the doorway again. He had to smile. Bluebelle *was* kinda cute, despite the fact that she was both a girl and only seven years old. He wanted to take her out for ice cream. Maybe even a movie.

  He ducked behind his chair before she peeked again, leaving his book on the arm.

  She was a lot scared of people in general and him in particular. As far as he understood things, his new-found non-hatred of girls as a species had caused a couple of his clones to try something. Details were unspecified, but after Kurt, Scott, Ray, Roberto, the Professor *and* Logan had come by to tell him to keep his duplicates “under control” he got the idea that one or a couple of him had kinda scared her.

  More than a bit.

  Jamie risked a peek. Bluebelle was peeking back from behind a potted Aspidestra, her eyes sparkling. He instantly hid and he heard Bluebelle giggle. He had to stifle a snicker himself.

  It was working. She was getting more confident.

  He peeked again, and found her looking back over the edge of a couch. This time, they both giggled as they hid again.

  Three potplants and a wing chair later, she was crouched on his chair and staring at the pages of his book with a confused and worried frown on her holographic face.

  “Hello,” he risked, voice barely above a whisper.

  The effect was electric. Bluebelle jumped back with a squeak, dropped the book, and bolted clear across the room for the safety of an ottoman for cover.

  Jamie felt like tearing out his hair. _Stupid, stupid, *STUPID*! How dumb can I *get*? I should have waited until she saw me…_ Only his stupid lame mutant alleged 'power’ stopped people beating up on him for being such a dumbass. It still didn’t stop Ray playing 'dunk the squirt' in the boys’ bathroom if Jamie 'got annoying’, and he got it worse if he tattled.

  Jamie sighed. What was he going to do *now*?

  He risked a peek. He could see the edge of Bluebelle’s foot. Still behind the ottoman. He hid and counted silently to twenty. He had an idea.

  He risked a little peek out from behind the other side of his chair, through the foliage of another potplant. She was watching his chair. Slowly, carefully, he crept out from behind his usual side and reached for the book. Then he 'noticed’ Bluebelle watching and retreated behind his chair with a whimper.

  Jamie started counting to twenty again. He got up to fifteen before her face emerged around the edge of the chair. He shrank away. “You're not gonna hurt me, are you?” he asked.

  Her hand hid a smile. “No,” she giggled.

  “You’re sure?”

  This time, it was a little chuckle. “Yes…”

  “It’s only 'cause you’re awful pretty,” he said. “Dad always said pretty girls’d only hurt me.” Actually, that was a lie. Dad never said much, even when he was sober. When he *did* say something, it was usually to give him so many chores that Jamie often wished there was more of him. On the day it finally came true, Dad went kind of nuts, and Professor Xavier and Ms Munroe had picked him and a dozen of his clones up from the roadside, where they were huddled together for warmth. He'd really picked up most of his wisdom from television and movies, and made up a Pretend Dad who was wise and gentle and kind and gave good advice. It helped keep the nightmares away, sometimes.

  Bluebelle covered her mouth with both hands and shrank back to where she’d come from.

  Jamie risked a peek. She was sorta curled up and trying not to giggle, her holographic face was pink. Her eyes found him and she made a kind of mask over her mouth with both hands.

  “If I come out,” he hazarded, “are you gonna run away?”

  Bluebelle stared at him. Her face dropped, and then her hands did. She looked confused.

  “Only - nobody wants to play with me, here. I’m kinda lonely…”

  Her voice was real quiet and soft, like she was scared of making any kind of noise. “I won’t run away.”

  “Promise?”

  “Well…” Bluebelle scratched her arm. “I can *try*…”

  That was good enough for him. Jamie grinned. He emerged by degrees. "I’m sorry about my duplicates. Despite what everyone thinks, we don't share thoughts or anything. I have no idea what they’re doing if I can't see them.“

  "Oh,” Bluebelle was looking at the book again. “How can you *read* this? There’s no pictures. You can’t see what’s happening.”

  “You sorta imagine what’s happening,” Jamie said. “Like a TV inside your head.”

  Bluebelle was frowning. “Show me?”

*

  Kurt relaxed the instant he heard Bluebelle laughing. She was safe. Someone was reading to her. Jamie. But he thought Bluebelle was *frightened* of Jamie after a tickle-fight with about thirteen of him… He listened, creeping closer.

  Bluebelle seemed to be laughing at the voices he was doing than the actual story.

  “’…it’s such a big bag,’ said Malicia calmly, pulling herself through the trapdoor and dusting herself off.

  "Kieth sighed. 'How much did you give them?’”

  Kurt grinned. Okay, he was kinda funny when he did voices.

  “'Lots. But they should be all right if they don’t take too much of the antidote.’

  ”'What did you give them for the antidote?’

  “'Cascara.’”

  Bluebelle fell into fits of laughter as Kurt rounded the doorway. He could see her on the carpet, both hands hiding her mouth, and squirming with delight.

  “Get a room,” said Kurt. He grinned.

  “Daddy!” Bluebelle ran into his arms.

  Jamie just kind of cringed.

  “Ororo sent me to get to you two. Dinner’s on.”

  “Whew,” said Jamie.

Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 25

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Fracture Twenty-Five: Survivors

  Hess had been attacking children for fifteen years. Apparently, Kurt was somewhere in the middle.

  “Gruss Gott…”

  Bluebelle clung to him like a limpet, half-hiding from all the strangers. She, Kitty and Kurt all wore a little tag that marked them as survivors.

  There were lots of tags in the crowd.

  “I guess it *is* a convention,” said Kitty. “Look, there’s even booths.”

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 24

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Fracture Twenty-Four: Chain Reaction

  Coffee dripped off of Principal Kelly’s TV screen.

  “Oh, *GOD*, no!” He knelt in front of it, where his newly-hired Gym teacher’s face was being broadcast, nationwide, under the lable of 'child abuser’. And she’d seemed so *nice*… So - *normal*. “I'm *ruined*! *Ruined*! God, why does this have to happen to meeeee… I'm not a bad man…

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 23

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_:Fracture Twenty-Three: The Ties That Bind

[AN: I’m not up to date on the DareDevil, aka Matthew Murdock, so I made his current assistant up out of whole cloth ^_^ Forgive me, fanboys! And gals…]

  The blind man turned to face them as they entered the room. Which was odd, because neither Kurt nor Bluebelle made a sound with their fur-padded feet.

  “Hello,” he said. “You must be Kurt and

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 22

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Fracture Twenty-Two: Discoveries

  Nobody ever went to the ironically misnamed “Good Eatin’” for the food. They went for the high-walled booths that guaranteed privacy and relative solitude from the world outside.

  Regulars knew not to go near the ribs.

  Earl had seen just about everything happen in those booths. Wierd, pale writer types who came to nurse a plate of chips and a drink over a bothersome manuscript. Covert, spy-like meetings between

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 21

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Fracture Twenty-One: Damage Control

  A blue fuzzy digit traced across the paper. “Not. In. A. Boat… Not. In. The. Rain!”

  “Good,” said Kitty. “That’s it.”

  “I. Do. Not. Like. Them. Sam, I, Am,” Bluebelle started grinning. “I do not like green eggs and ham!”

  “Good *girl*,” Kitty gave her a hug. “Did you hear that, Kurt?”

  “Yes,

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 20

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Fracture Twenty: Slow-Healing Wounds

  Kurt was halfway out of bed before his eyes opened to see where the food was.

  “*Told* you he’d like, do that,” said Kitty.

  Bluebelle hid a giggle behind two hands.

  He was back in his room. In the Institute. Safe and sound. With a brand-new family. “Liebchen! Schatz! Am I glad to see you… And the food.”

  “A gigantic economy-size portion of

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 19

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Fracture Nineteen: Way Out

  Logan found the scent trail and followed it under the bridge. His nose said the Elf, Half-pint and someone else were there, but his eyes said different. The plant life around the path made an ideal patch of darkness where bridge met earth. He’d have to wait until the bint from hades had gone away, though, before he investigated further.

  He picked a relatively comfortable spot and sat himself

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 18

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Fracture Eighteen: Hess’ Games: Blind Man’s Bluff

[AN: Yes! I *am* playing fast&loose with ComicContinuity! Thankyou for noticing ^_^ ]

  When Kitty came back, Kurt was kneeling on the floor and rocking back and forth with the jar in his arms. He was singing a lullaby in German and crying.

  This was scary.

  “Kurt?”

  “I didn’t know. He was born and died and I didn’t

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 17

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Fracture Seventeen: Hess’ Games: Hide And Seek

[AN: You’re gonna have to wait at least a chapter before you find out

about Kitty. Ha! >:) ]

  Underground. Dark. Smells bad. Old blood.

  Monsters restless. Feel sick.

  Something else. Bad Time smell. _Nacht in der Blute_ and stale sex. Bad. Very bad.

  Kurt flickered into wakefulness. Barely. Head was full of fog. Katzchen? Tied up. Can barely move. Katzchen hanging. Harness. Still breathing. Looks

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 16

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Fracture Sixteen: Things That Make You Go AUGH!

  “Twongngngng…” said Kurt, making rubber-band-flicking motions with his hands.

  Kitty was already helpless with laughter. “Stoppit… You fuzzy sadist… Oh, my ribs… like, *owww*… I’m dying…”

  Kurt laughed, also reliving the funniest, most sadistic short he'd ever seen on the screen. It was worth it to see her laughing again. She was so tense about

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 15

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Fracture Fifteen: An Encounter in the Mall

[AN: This chapter contains nastiness that’s in reference to another book, which is Kaz Cooke’s _Up The Duff_ :) Go Kaz! Just don’t sue me. I’m broke]

  It was, as Kurt kept singing, a magical mystery tour. He got her fabulous-looking clothes that were a size too large on purpose, telling her that she’d better work on growing into

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 13

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Fracture Thirteen: Close Calls

  Jean had put herself on casual scan mode. She could deal with the subsequent headache later. People’s safety was at stake. Most of what she got was the susurrations of several hundred teenage minds overloading on hormones.

  She narrowed her range to about eight feet. Just to save her head from overloading on variations of, “Why doesn’t X notice me?”

  It was still a cacophony.

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 12

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Fracture Twelve: Guarding Broken Treasure

  Kurt picked at his dinner and tried to ignore the fact that his friends had thrown up an invisible wall around him. So Fight had released the Monster on purpose. That was something of a relief. He could have a quiet word to Fight about maintaining control and not killing people, even predators.

  Even if they *were* going to hurt someone.

  If he, the Archivist, and the Perfectionist ganged up

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Fanfic Time: Don't Pity Me part 11

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Fracture Eleven: Blades of Memory

  Kurti had no reason to fear anyone from the troupe. They were all Romani together. One fire was pretty much the same as another and there was a passing chance that someone might have a new story. To his mind, there was no difference between the Heirelgart Romani, and the Statleindorf Romani.

  Even though one group welcomed Centaurs amongst them, and the other did not.

  Thus Kurti, age four, walked

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