...I need to focus.
No lie, I actually chant that to myself when I find myself wibbling off into lala land. Depending on the day I'm having, it can be effective for maybe twenty minutes.
I don't have ADD or ADHD, I just... can't focus sometimes.
I don't know what the hell that's about, but isn't ADD. I know I have the OCD comorbs because hoarding is a problem I have to fight.
And I need to focus, today, because today is the day I go to see my shrink again.
Which means I have a limited time to do today's story or is is going to happen WAY later.
On the good news side of things, my $5 Patrons will be getting a little more of a fic or two. And my $20 Patrons will be seeing the beginnings of a new chapter of Clockwork Souls.
My arting has slowed right down, but at least art is happening. And when it's slow progress, it's still better than being a full stop.
We have enough stew and crack slaw in the freezer to save us more than a little money for a while. And this weekend, I will count up what I have again and see what slow progress I have made towards my ultimate goal of New Compy.
...which is still a long way off yet.
I wish I knew how to make one of those thermometer saving goal things in the digital medium and paste it onto my homepage. If people could see what I'm trying to do, they might be more inspired.
Or they might be offended and rack off. I dunno.
But I don't have time to get morbid about how much I'm worth. I have a story to write and Blasts From my Past to schedule on the autoposter.