Feeling scummy

So. Yesterday was not my proudest day. As you know, I had a prompt with paedophilia right the fuck in there, and I have yet to back down from a challenge. Even one that makes me feel like I just ingested the liquid grossness that you find in the bottom of a garbage bin.

I do not support, condone, or excuse paedophilia. I do not believe in any of the excuses I wrote, yesterday, nor do I support them as arguments. Just in case some arsehole decides to use any of that to say that I support Paedophiles in any way at all.

If anything, I support them getting therapy and reforming from their sickening habits and never harming [Or "loving"] another child again.

Beloved is going to take a day off to help me with my tyres on Friday. And since we had half funds this morning, I only took out the money needed to pay for the cleaners.

With luck, the kids' school books should be in sometime soon, and I can balance what there is of my budget then.

Apart from the Paedo prompt, all my problems are money problems. If I had a regular income, I would never have to fret about that shit.

I think the next time I get a prompt that nauseates me, I'll just quietly delete that fucker. This is the first time I've told a reader, "fuck you and fuck off and preferably die," and that doesn't make me feel any better about today.

I need fans. Fans are my income. Fans are my advertising. Fans are my donors.

But I do NOT need fans like that.

How am I going to be when I get a fandom that has a toxic side? Yeeks.